Cheating Bastard
I'm a happily married man and I love my wife Helen very much, but for the last few years our sex life hasn't exactly been exciting. I've always wanted a woman who was seriously wild. You know, a wanton slut willing and able to do anything and everything to please me in bed.
I'm not overly kinky or perverted, but Helen likes to do it in the dark, missionary style, and she always has a lame excuse when I suggest something to spice up our sex life. I don't know how many times I've heard her say things like "Someone might see us," "I don't like the taste," "that's just gross," "I'm not flexible enough," or "Isn't what we normally do enough?"
I was beside myself with frustration and after a particularly unsatisfying night of whacking off I started surfing through an online dating service. I wasn't seriously looking for a date, but it's how I met Beth- a gorgeous blonde who seemed to be the answer to my prayers. From the moment I saw her picture I was in lust, and she was receptive to an offer to chat online.
It was innocent enough at first, at least that's what I told myself. I was just fantasizing about being with another woman and technically it wasn't cheating, but we started chatting online almost every day and it progressed into an all out affair after about a month. It wasn't actually my idea to meet face to face. Beth talked me into it, saying it would make our online chats a lot hotter to know what we really looked like in three dimensions. Deep down I knew it was a thinly veiled ploy to seduce me, but at the time I bought it.
I never thought I would ever cheat on Helen but I agreed to meet Beth in a bar after work and we ended up fucking in the back seat of my car. It all happened so fast I didn't know what I was doing. I was overcome with complete lust for this woman and I knew I should have run away from the situation, I just didn't have the willpower. Beth knew I was married too, I'd made that very clear, but it only seemed to turn her on.
I told myself I could do it once and then forget about the whole affair. That didn't work. I was just deluding myself again. After completely abandoning my marriage vows in one night of passion, it actually got easier to do it again, and then again and again. Even after I came all over the seats of my car that first night and spent hours worrying I hadn't cleaned it up enough, I went back to her place the very next day and filled every hole she had twice over. I didn't even have a good excuse to tell my wife where I'd been. I just hoped she didn't ask, and lucky for me, she didn't.
I think about Beth so much now and I almost don't know what to do with myself, it's like I'm back in high school fantasizing about the hot girl in the class, only now it's not really fantasizing because I spend most of my time thinking about the little details of our sexual encounters. Stuff like the way she moves her hips when my cock is buried in her ass, or the slight moan she made the previous night when I came in her mouth. When my mind wanders to Beth's body, I forget about my wife completely.
Aside from this not being a healthy relationship, I don't have any worries that Beth is going to want me to leave Helen. It's a mixed blessing because I know it would be easy to fall in love with her, but she's made it very clear our relationship is strictly sexual. Divorcing Helen and dating Beth full time isn't an option because Beth is just too wild. I don't know how else to say it. She's open with me about having a lot of lovers and she even tells me about them, including the dirty details. I don't think she'd ever settle for just one guy. In a weird way it turns me on, (the dirty details always get me hard) but I suppose because it's a level of intimacy I've never had with any woman before. It's definitely a weird situation being with someone so completely honest, and so incredibly sexual.
I haven't gotten to the point yet where I get jealous when she tells me she had a great time getting fucked by some other guy, but I think if I continue seeing her it'll start to bug me over time, especially if we're still fucking as often as we are now (for Christ's sake, you'd think once a day would be enough??). I do enjoy not hearing excuses from Beth when it comes to trying something kinky, so maybe that comes with the territory. She's always up for anything, and no matter how much we fuck she can't get enough, and she says the same thing about the other guys she's seeing. That takes the edge off the insult to my ego.
Continuing my affair is sort of like being addicted to a drug. I know it's self destructive, and yet I just keep doing it. I also know the danger of our relationship is part of the reason she still sees me, and every time we get together she wants to push the envelope a little further. It's just a matter of time before she gets bored with me, or we get caught by my wife, but until that day comes I'm going to fill her hot holes with as many loads of come as I can.
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