Only Dating
I'm twenty-seven years old and I've been dating this guy Jake for three years, but I don't know if he's ever going to ask me to marry him. He's a great boyfriend, but for a long time now I've been considering ending it because of his commitment issues. What's worse, he always makes some stupid joke whenever the subject of marriage comes up- stuff like, "what? You want to make an honest man out of me?"
I love him, and I think he loves me, but I don't know what the signs really are that a guy is 'stringing me along'. He keeps telling me to give him time, but my patience is getting thin. Three years isn't enough time? Come on!
As usual, I didn't do anything about it except cry on my friend Teri's shoulder, one of my friends from high school. After a petty fight with Jake I went to stay at her place for the weekend. Her advice was to dump him outright and move on. She's never liked Jake though, and this wasn't the first time I've heard her suggest leaving him, but she finally started to make sense.
Teri and I have fun whenever we're together, but on this night, with help from a blender and a bottle of vodka I became a new member of a naughty online dating site. It came from a drunken idea that if Jake and I were 'only dating' I should be able to explore other options.
We didn't actually talk to anyone online when Teri signed me up, which was Friday night. We just checked out a bunch of guy's pictures and she enjoyed teasing me with questions like, "wouldn't you like to fuck this guy? Or what about this one? Would you think about Jake with this guy's cock in your mouth?" Terri is my coolest friend. She's a lawyer and still single, but she gets around. Her taste in men is awesome too and I knew that she'd found many of her boyfriends from that very same website. She just wouldn't show me the pictures of the ones she'd dated.
On Saturday she was still bent on the idea of finding someone for me to replace Jake with, or at least fuck so I could "explore my options." I was totally shocked though when she logged onto the dating site and we discovered there were many men interested in me, and lots of them were gorgeous! What I didn't know was that Teri had written a very raunchy description for me. I'm not the type of girl to openly tell guys I haven't met that I like getting my ass fucked raw by a big cock, but that's exactly what Teri put in there! When I found out later I was upset, but only for a little while because it turned out great. It solved the mystery of why so many men were interested in me!
Teri got very excited and made me pick out a few that I said I would fuck if I weren't going out with Jake. I didn't think much about it until we were getting ready to go out to a club, and two dates showed up at Teri's door. One was a guy Teri had been seeing on and off for a few weeks, and the other was one of the guys from the dating site that I'd picked out. Teri had impersonated me online!
I went along with the joke and pretended to be out on a date with this guy, who I'll call Conrad. He was gorgeous, and he seemed nice, so I figured I'd help him find a girl at the bar. He was a lot of fun to hang out with and eventually I even told him Teri had impersonated me, but that was a few hours into the night and by then we'd both noticed some serious sparks between us.
I didn't plan on it, I don't know what came over me, but on a slow dance we started kissing passionately and afterwards Teri offered me the key to her apartment so I could take Conrad home and fuck his brains in. She grinned when I took it and said the nightstand drawer in her guest room was full of condoms and lubricant. She also told me to lock the door behind us because she was going to stay at her boyfriend's place.
I'd like to say it felt weird taking a guy I'd just met back to Teri's place for a night of wild sex, but it wasn't. It seemed very natural and incredibly exciting! I was nervous of course, but Conrad was so hot I couldn't wait to get him alone and do exactly what Terri had suggested- fuck his brains in! I actuallly didn't think about Jake at all.
Sex with Conrad was one of the best nights of my life. Actually it went on until Sunday afternoon, that's how good it was. I'm usually fairly conservative when I first have sex with a guy because I don't want him to get the wrong impression about me, but I let myself go- there didn't seem to be much point in being shy, considering how we met. I really am as raunchy as Teri described in the dating site. How should I put this? Most of my boyfriends have told me I'm the first girl they ever fucked in the ass who pushed back- hard. Fucking Conrad was like that; I didn't hold anything back.
I like to get really loud too and I'm surprised Teri's neighbors didn't complain about the noise. Conrad and I used a dozen condoms and a full tube of lubricant. I think we might have broken the frame on her bed too, but I'm not sure. What I am sure of is that we made a total mess of Terri's sheets, but I washed them the next day for her because I was so grateful. It was the least I could do.
I know I rocked Conrad's world because he's dying to go out with me again. We've been chatting online every few days and Teri told me he phoned her and asked if she could to put a good word in for him. It's been two weeks since that night and I haven't told Jake, and I actually don't feel guilty either. He doesn't have a clue, and I'll never tell him. Teri is disappointed with me because I haven't broken up with him yet, but to be honest I don't know if I'm going to break up with him at all. I don't know where we are in our relationship, and I don't even know if cheating on him like I did is as bad as I think it is. We are only dating. I haven't broken any vows.
What I have done is lay a ton of hints that I want a ring, and that's a good thing. I feel better getting the message out there, rather than waiting for him. I think I'm going to give Jake another three months, but in that time I still haven't decided if I'm going to see Conrad again.
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