Going Too Far

When I found out my boyfriend cheated on me with an old girlfriend of his I went crazy with jealousy. It was very hard to deal with, but I weighed my options and decided to forgive him and have an affair of my own in secret. It only seemed fair. I was pretty sure he wouldn't do it again, but to me our relationship just wouldn't feel right if I didn't do something.

It's difficult to explain, but if he could have sex with someone else and get away with it- not screwing around on my own would make me feel like he had complete control of our relationship. I don't like being taken for granted, and worse: I hate feeling helpless. I'd have dumped his ass if I hadn't just turned my life upside down for him, moving to a new city and changing careers so we could be together. We've been dating for four years, and I just when I thought we were going to move on to the next level, I got this bombshell dropped on me!

A long time went by without have a clear plan of how I was going to have an affair, or who I'd do it with for that matter. When I remembered that my cousin had found her husband through the Internet I bought a computer and got on the Net. She had quite a few steamy stories about guys she'd hooked up with online before she found her husband. I didn't bother trying to search for a soul mate. Without my real name attached to what I was up to, I felt safe getting straight to the point.

For a listing in a dating site I took a picture of my naked body from my neck down. I spent quite a bit of time getting it just right. My pussy throbbed with anticipation knowing that a lot of men would see the picture and get off on it.

It actually took less than an hour to find a guy who was hot enough to make my knees weak and we agreed to meet the next day. I was so excited about what I was going to do I felt like I had to tell someone. It was hard to keep a big secret like that in. An incredible urge to tell my boyfriend came over me- not out of anger or to hurt him, just to share my excitement. I didn't of course, but that's how crazy I was about it, and how isolated I felt in my new neighborhood. I didn't know anyone!

I went to the guy's apartment the next day and knocked on his door. I thought I was prepared for anything, but when the moment came to introduce myself I was barely able to say hello.

His name was Cameron and I know that he caught me checking out his abs, but he didn't say anything. He seemed to know exactly what I was going through, and other than the first few minutes, I didn't feel awkward around him at all. We got along like we were old friends, and I admired a certain confidence about him. He really seemed to have his life together.

He surprised me when our conversation switched to sex and he said something about having sex was much better than talking about it and pulled me close. I made the next move and kissed him, darting my tongue around his bottom lip. From there I slithered down his body, seriously enjoying the feel of his washboard stomach through his shirt, and then I helped him with his belt. I love unzipping a guy's fly for the first time, it's like unwrapping a present.

He had a large cock that was already rock hard (I could help but notice it was much bigger than my boyfriend's) and I licked the entire thing from base to tip. I got really into sucking on the head while stroking the base with my hand. He was appreciative of my efforts, but just when I thought he was going to come he pushed me away and led me by the hand to his couch. He helped me lean back while he undressed me, and then spread my legs wide so he could lick my clit from top to bottom just lightly enough to make me incredibly excited, but not enough to come.

When I thought I couldn't take it any longer he pulled his mouth away from my pussy and started rubbing the head of his cock on my love button. I came before he put it inside me, but in the middle of my orgasm he thrust it all the way in and he told me that feeling a my pussy contract around his cock was extra special. It was an incredible orgasm, and I've never had one quite like that before, but it was only the first I had with Cameron that day. We fucked for what seemed like hours and it was pure, carnal lust.

I'm no fan of anal sex, but when he slipped a finger in my asshole while I came the third time I didn't want to tell him to stop doing anything. I don't know why, I think it was because I was so relaxed, but it actually heightened my orgasm. He had bigger plans than just putting his finger in my ass though, and that's where I drew the line. I'm an exit only kind of girl, and his cock was way too big to even think of putting it there.

I finished him off by working his shaft in-between my tits, a sex act he wasn't very experienced with and obviously really enjoyed because he came fast. It was nice to be able to teach him something new since he'd done so much for me. Good sex is always about give and take, and I didn't want to be selfish.

When I kissed him goodbye he begged to see me again, and I found myself agreeing to another date. Originally I'd only intended on having sex with a guy once, but I ended up fucking Cameron a few dozen times before I broke it off and I feel guilty now because I should have stopped sooner. The sex was just too good, and every time we got together we got a bit kinkier. I hate to say it, but I did things with Cameron I've never done with my boyfriend or any other guy, and I think I'm even a bit scared to try some of the things with my boyfriend that I did during the affair. The end of the relationship came when Cameron finally convinced me to let him fuck my ass- I didn't like it at all, (fuck it hurt like hell) but it made breaking up with him easier.

Sometimes I feel really horrible that I let my affair go on so long, and get so intimate. I keep thinking it wasn't really evening the score, I went too far, but I can feel better about myself knowing that at least my affair is something my boyfriend will never know about. The guilt is something I'll have to live with, but as time goes on it gets easier. I'd much rather deal with guilt than jealousy.

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