Better Standards
I've gone out with many men who were jerks and just wanted sex fast and furious so they could move on to the next conquest. I was dumped by a guy like that. He made me feel stupid. I thought he was going to ask me to marry him. When I found out the truth I was very hurt. I got very depressed and I didn't go out with my friends or anything. I stayed at home alone watching TV and reading romance novels for weeks on end.
I love sex and I usually can't get enough. It was a very difficult time for me. I've always had a boyfriend and having sex regularly. If I'm not getting it at least four times a week I just can't think straight. I don't know how other girls can do it, but I can't even go through my period without having sex- even if my boyfriend would only do me in the ass. That's how I first started with anal sex, now I do it all the time and I feel that I haven't really been fucked by a guy until I've had his cock in my ass.
What eventually saved me was surfing the web and finding Adult Friend Finder. I've never been happier or had a more active life since I joined. Even though I know I'm good looking, before I started making online dates I had trouble meeting new people. I have dates all the time now and I've become more demanding of the men in my life because for the first time I've been able to fully appreciate that there are lots of fish in the sea and that men are replaceable. I no longer define myself by the men I date.
There are lots of women out there that know exactly what I mean. Sure, I always have a man now (I don't think that will ever change), but I'm less willing to put up with shit from one just to keep him around. I won't stay home alone while he's out with the guys, I'll find a date on the Net and spend a night with someone new. I will not be ignored or put off or taken for granted. Sure, it's a little demanding to want to be the center of my man's attention, but I've figured out that I can get it and if a guy doesn't like it, too bad. He's gone.
I'm not sure I really even want the attention of just one man in my life right now. I have three going at the same time and they are all uniquely different and don't know about each another. Sometimes it's a scheduling nightmare but it's totally worth it. Right now, one is a black guy, one is a businessman and one is a young college guy.
The black guy's style and very shapely body really turns me on. The sharp contrast of his dark skin on my white flesh makes me very wet. I was brought up in the South and I know my mother would disapprove. I think maybe that's what gives him a serious edge over other guys, especially when he's shoving his big black cock up my ass. I feel like it's the dirtiest sex I could possibly have. Just writing about it makes me want to call him right now.
The businessman is twenty years older than me and I was never attracted to older men until I talked to him for a while in one of the chat groups. The sexiest organ we have is our brain, and his experience makes him an exceptional lover. He's kind of kinky too (and loaded). He gives me a lot of gifts in 'exchange' for kinky sex. The funny part is I do all the same things for the rest of my lovers and I get the feeling that he would be turned off if I did them without getting the gifts.
The college guy I've been seeing is exactly the type of guy I always wanted to date back when I was in college. He's gorgeous and I know that he's only going out with me for some extra pussy on the side but I don't care. Fucking him makes me feel accomplished and incredibly sexy. He's really honest with me and I feel like a teacher to him. I love hearing about his adventures with some of the girls at his campus. The poor things, I feel a little evil turning such a promising young stud into a total pervert. It sounds conceited, but I'm sure my competition will have a hard time keeping up with my example.
Come to think of it, I don't really think that any of these guys have the marrying man potential that I want for a future. But so what? I'm just happy to have some fun. It's beats sitting around watching T.V.
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