Keeping It Casual
I'm 20, single, and I intend on staying that way for a long time. I like the freedom of going to bed with different guys when I want to. I'm not some total slut, but I don't like being in a relationship. I can't see myself with just one guy, and I use the Internet to find lovers because I can find what I want and when I want it. It's just a simplification of my life. I consider it a time saver- not a savior, but I have to admit the guys that I've found through the net have typically been hotter than my previous boyfriends, so the way I see it now, I'm never going to stop.
I have three boyfriends right now on a casual basis. Two of them I found on the Net, and one of them is a guy named Jim that I've known since high school and started fucking shortly after we graduated. I know that he wants our relationship to be exclusive, but I've told him that I'm not ready for that yet. He doesn't understand how I feel and I'm positive he doesn't have any other girlfriends. He seems to be a one-woman type and I'm pretty sure he doesn't know that I'm fucking anyone else. I've done my best to coordinate my dates so that he doesn't think anything's up, but even that is getting to be too much of a hassle lately so I think I'm going to have to break up with him. I've been feeling like we should break up for quite a while, but I just don't know how to dump him without devastating him, you know?
I had a really close call the other day. I was fucking this black guy named Kevin (one of my current Internet lovers) for most of the afternoon at my house and we were right in the middle of it in the living room when Jim knocked on the door. I was completely naked and on my knees looking up at the door while Kevin's cock was buried as far as possible inside me. I was sure Jim must have heard us fucking because my door isn't exactly soundproof and I had just climaxed with loud moan. Thank god the blinds were drawn because we pretended that no one was home and waited for him to go away. Jim remarked the next day that he had come over and heard what he assumed was my roommate Jenny and a new boyfriend fucking- he even said that she seemed to be having a really good time judging from all the noise.
I thought about becoming exclusive with Jim after that because I was harboring a lot of guilt, but the memory of how good it felt to be fucked by Kevin's thick black cock clouded my judgment. I don't know if it's because he's black, but nobody fucks me quite like Kevin does and I'm not willing to give him up. I don't think I could handle fucking him all the time, it just takes too much out of me- it's always an athletic event that leaves me sore. I would probably date Kevin except I don't think he's boyfriend material. He's just a little too wild. I think he has lots of girlfriends like me.
The other guy I'm seeing is very new in my life, we've only fucked once, but it was so good I can't wait to see him again. There's a big age difference between us- he's 35 and has his own business and is very successful. I never thought I'd be the type of girl to go for older guys, but he seduced me online when both Kevin and Jim were too busy to take me out. I'm very glad he did though; he definitely knows what he's doing in bed!
It was cool to fuck someone with so much experience. He taught me a lot, but he's not even the type of guy I'd want to date on a medium-term basis. It think it's obvious he only fucked me because he's going through some kind of a mid life crisis, but I don't care. I'm just out for a good time.
Okay, it's easy to write that I won't see my older guy for very long, but who knows? I could end up fucking him for years. The only real decision I've made about my boyfriends is not to make a decision, and I think that's the best way to go. No plan is the best plan. I like my life right now, I'm not ready for commitment, and even if I lost all three of my current boyfriends I know I can replace them very fast online.
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