I never thought I'd cheat on my husband, but when he got a job with a large corporation and started leaving me alone for months at a time I felt like I didn't have a choice. I just can't live without getting a hot cock in my pussy at least once a month. Fuck, even going a week without getting laid is hard.
When my husband's friends started noticing I was checking them out I knew I had to do something. Men are disgusting. They have no morals when it comes to sex. Two guys who I thought were my husband's 'closest friends' openly offered to have an affair with me. I don't know if they hit on me because they knew I'd be alone, or if it was because they noticed I was checking them out, but either way I found it scary and a little creepy. I knew I'd have to find some way to get laid or else I would eventually end up taking one (or all) of them to bed and possibly destroy my marriage.
I wouldn't trust any guy who dared to call my husband his 'friend' with keeping quiet about an affair. People say women gossip, but I don't think men know how to be discrete, especially guys that are looking for a conquest. One of my husbands' friends who hit on me is very good looking and has no trouble getting girlfriends. I don't think his offer was just for sex, he definitely had some other agenda.
I solved my problem by joining an Internet dating site anonymously and searching out men who traveled a lot and wouldn't be around to cross paths. I though it would be a lot safer to have an affair with someone my husband would never know. I haven't gone completely wild with cheating yet, but I have hooked up with a few guys over the last year, just during the months when my husband was away.
I feel really guilty about it for weeks afterwards, but the sex is so good I don't think I'll ever give it up. My preference so far lies with guys in their mid twenties (I'm twenty nine). I think men peak sexually at twenty-five. Even guys that haven't spent much time in a gym have nice chests and broad shoulders by their mid twenties and they're experienced enough to know how to please me.
The most recent affair I have going is with a marketing rep who spends most of his time in hotel rooms. His name is John and we've only done it three times, but he's also the only guy I've actually had a real ongoing affair with. The rest were just one night stands. There are two reasons why I went back to him: It's convenient, and he's very good in bed. He knows what my situation is and doesn't care, and I can call him up anytime to set up a date. It's been hard to keep from phoning John the second my husband leaves town, but I try to have some restraint because the guilt trip I go through after cheating bothers me a lot.
I'm not really attracted to John's personality; we have a purely sexual relationship. His body fits mine perfectly and he likes to have sex in a lot of positions my husband doesn't like. We're just two sex starved lovers fucking like mad for hours, once every other month. It's something I do to keep from climbing the walls at home.
The guilt I get from cheating is the only part about having an affair that I don't like. It's especially worrisome when I'm late with my period and wondering if I'm pregnant (I'm on the pill… it's highly unlikely, but it's something I worry about). It's also especially bad when I gather my clothes up and leave a hotel room. The lust of wanting a hard cock inside me is replaced with a sober recollection of what I've just done, and the pleasant soreness and moist feeling between my legs is a reminder that another man's seed is trespassing on my marital vows. Is that poetic enough?
Having a shower right after sex helps, and doing some meditating also keeps me from getting panic attacks. I tell myself all the time that things could be worse- I could be fucking my husband's friends, I could be going out to singles bars. I could be going completely crazy while staying faithful.
Most of the time I don't worry about it though. I know I'm not alone. Lots of people with healthy marriages cheat. I'm also very sure my husband will never find out. I also tell myself I shouldn't feel guilty about it because my husband is most likely cheating on me, but still, I just can't help the way I feel.
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