I'm divorced now but when I was married my shyness was a real problem for when I decided I wanted to cheat on my husband. It took me a while before I can open up enough to talk to people, you can image how long it took me before I was willing to have sex with someone. The affair would have been discovered before I even go a chance to work up the nerve to do anything. I got over my shyness by using Adult Friend Finder. The distance that the computer gave me made it so easy to talk to men and to tell them what I would wanted them to do to me that it didn't take me very long to agree to meet them in person and when I did there was nothing left to be shy about.

I had a lot of online affairs during the last two years I was married. I'm fairly sure he never knew, although I heard about every one of his escapades. There was a long time when I didn't care that he was cheating, I just wished that everyone else didn't know about it.

His constant cheating and inability to keep them quite was what drove me to get a divorce. But the price of my freedom from him was that I had to work longer hours so I could make enough money to get by. Working so much left me very little time to meet men, it just made sense for me to keep using the Internet to find lovers. What changed after I got divorced was the intensity of the encounters I had. I started experimenting with what a lot of people would call kinky sex. It was hard to find time to get away so when I did find the time I made sure to treat myself to a night of total sexual abandon.

I love being fucked hard and I scare some guys with how fast I come on to them and how much energy I have, I'm very demanding and there are a lot of guys that have trouble keeping up. I don't think that one man is enough for me but don't like the idea of double penetration. So when I was asked to join a threesome with another woman, I jumped at the chance. Now that I've tried it, I can't see ever going back to old fashion boring sex.

I loved the feel of a tongue licking my clit as I get fucked. The intensity of the orgasm is impossible to describe. The first I tried it was with to college friends. She was very bi-curious and he had been trying to get down her pants for some time. One night they got drunk together and she made a bet with him that if he could find another woman for a threesome with she would fuck him. Of course it didn't take Ryan long to find me on Adult Friend Finder and even less time to convince me to join them. It also helped that Ryan and Julie were both gorgeous.

When it came to sex it was a little hard to figure out all the best positions but it was a lot of fun as well. In the middle of having sex Julie and I would break into giggle fits when one of us would get squished. Ryan was a very good sport and very patient with us. It didn't take long to get over the giggles and we spent the rest of the night having a great time discovering new positions. I lost count of how many orgasms I had and at one point Julie and I both came at the same time. We all had a great time and agreed to get together again.

When it came time for our next date Julie came over to my place without Ryan (she didn't want to complicate their friendship any more then it already was) but she brought some videos so we could practice positions without bursting into giggles. That was an amazing night and now we get together often.

We have a great time going on-line together and picking new men to join us. Finding the man is almost as fun as fucking him. Julie and I get so hot while we look that we can't help touching each other. I have a huge desk and we take turns licking each other from underneath it while the other checks out the guys. The guy that we call is the one that is hot enough to drive us over the edge.