I'm divorced now but when I was married my shyness was a real problem when I wanted to cheat on my husband. It takes me a while before I can open up enough to talk to people, and it took forever to get close enough to someone to have an affair.

I got over my shyness by using the Internet to find guys. The distance (and anonymity) that the computer gave me made it easy to talk to men and bring out my deepest sexual desires. After telling a guy I like it in the ass, there's nothing left to be shy about.

I had a lot of online affairs during the last two years I was married. I'm fairly sure my husband never knew, although I heard about every one of his escapades. There was a long time when I didn't care that he was cheating, I just wished everyone else didn't know.

His constant cheating and inability to keep them quite was what drove me to get a divorce. But the price of my freedom from him was that I had to work longer hours so I could make enough money to get by. Working so much left me very little time to meet men, it just made sense to keep using the Internet to find lovers. The only thing taht changed after I got divorced was the intensity of the encounters I had. I started experimenting with a lot of kinky sex. It was hard to find time to get away, so when I did find the time I made sure to treat myself to a night of total sexual abandon.

I love being fucked hard and I scare some guys with how fast I come on to them and how much energy I have. I'm very demanding and there are a lot of guys who have trouble keeping up. I don't think one man is enough for me but don't like double penetration. When I was asked to join a threesome with another woman I jumped at the chance. Now that I've tried it, I can't see ever going back to old fashion boring sex.

I loved the feel of a tongue licking my clit as I get fucked. The intensity of the orgasm is impossible to describe. The first couple I tried it was with were two college friends. She was very bi-curious and he had been trying to get down her pants for some time. One night they got drunk together and she made a bet with him that if he could find another woman for a threesome, she would fuck him. Of course it didn't take Ryan long to find me on my favorite Internet dating site, and even less time to convince me to join them. It also helped that Ryan and Julie were both gorgeous.

When it came to having sex with two people it was a little hard to figure out all the best positions, but it was a lot of fun. In the middle of having sex Julie and I would break into giggle fits when one of us would get squished. Ryan was a very good sport and very patient. It didn't take long to get over the giggles and we spent the rest of the night having a great time discovering new ways to fuck. I lost count of how many orgasms I had and at one point Julie and I both came at the same time. We all had a great time and agreed to get together again.

On our next date Julie came over to my place without Ryan (she didn't want to complicate their friendship any more then it already was) but she brought some videos so we could practice positions without bursting into giggles. That was an amazing night and now we get together often.

We have a great time going on-line together and picking new men to join us. Finding the man is almost as fun as fucking him. Julie and I get so hot while we look that we can't help touching each other. I have a huge desk and we take turns licking each other from underneath it while the other checks out guys. The guy we end up contacting is the one that is hot enough to drive us over the edge.

Julie is a great lover with or without including a man. Nothing beats being licked and fucked at the same time, and we even bought strap-on toys so we can do a girl only threesome in the future. The all girl threesome was Julie's idea; I just can't see myself ever giving men up, a dildo is never the same as the real thing no matter who is wielding it, but we'll see how it goes.