Getting Through
A Rough Time
When I suspected my husband was cheating on me I knew I had to do something, but I didn't know what I could do about it. He was working late and we weren't seeing any extra money from it, and I swear I could smell perfume on him a few times. There was still a possibility I was just being paranoid, but then he stopped making love to me for weeks on end and there was no way I could convince myself I was wrong.
I still felt that he loved me and I didn't want a divorce, but I was not about to go without sex just because he had found someone else. I discussed the dilemma I was going through with my friend Amanda and her advice was very clear- I needed to get laid and it didn't matter who I slept with. She told me a few years ago she went through a similar phase in her marriage and her husband came around after a about a year. He was a professor and he had an affair with one of his graduate students, but when she left for another university he confessed everything and they've been fine ever since. She said the hardest part was simply going without sex for months on end.
I couldn't believe it when she told me she gave up and found a college guy online to have an affair with. She said she taught him everything a healthy teen should know about sex! Amanda was such a conservative housewife that the thought of her getting a boy toy seemed so out of place it was funny. It was even stranger since she was quite a few years older than me (I'm 37 and she's 46). I was in shock as I begged for all the details.
She said the sex was amazing, much better than she'd ever had in her life, and her husband never found out. She also said it was so good she still thinks about him when she makes love to her husband.
It didn't take me long to find a willing guy online when I started searching, but I didn't go for a boy toy. I was thinking I didn't need to train anyone at this point in my life. I wanted a real man. The first date I made was with a 29-year-old guy named Jeff and we met in the afternoon while my husband was at work. We started out with a walk through a public park and I ended up having a quickie with him in my minivan. It had been 12 years since I had sex with anyone besides my husband and it was great.
From that day on I have been fucking Jeff twice a week, usually when he has time to slip away from his job as an electrician and he shows up at my back door so the neighbors won't see him. He's married as well and works for himself, but he claims he's too busy to come over more often. I suspect he has other girlfriends, but I don't care. We spend every second he's here fucking like newlyweds and for me it's a wonderful relationship.
I think what's really interesting about Jeff is that he's into experimenting with different things. We've done a lot of role playing and I've discovered a lot about what turns me on. It's been quite surprising. I really enjoy taking a domineering role and I telling him what to do.
I tell him when to lick my pussy, and when he's allowed to stop. I make him do a lot of things; sometimes I make him masturbate for me before we make love because he usually comes too fast. I've also made him try things he's never done before, like lick his come off my tits, or let me put my finger in his ass while I give him head.
I'm aware he's completely taking advantage of me and the dynamics of our relationship, but I don't care, and what's more important- I don't care that my husband is having an affair anymore.
I'm even starting to enjoy the danger aspect of the affair and I think a part of me wants to get caught. One time my husband came home from work early because he was sick and Jeff hid in the closet for half an hour before I had the chance to get him out unnoticed. I've never been so turned on in my life and I made sure to visit the closet and give him head quietly while I ran a bath.
I've kept Amanda up to date with all the detail of my relationship with Jeff and she actually seems jealous. My stories turned her on so much that she decided to cheat on her husband again by using the Internet! I think my husband stopped cheating on me because he stopped working late and he wants to make love more often, but I don't know if I'm willing to give up on Jeff just yet though. I like things just the way they are.
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