Perfect Arrangement
My husband Danny and I have been married for two years and ever since our honeymoon sex has gotten routine. I always watch Dr. Phil and one show he had about couples spending too much time on their wedding day and not enough on their relationship made a lot of sense to me. It described my situation perfectly. I was prepared for my wedding day, but not at all for the 'happily ever after'. Now that reality has set in and I look at the man I married, I know I made a huge mistake.
Even though sex with my husband is boring, we still don't do it often enough. He travels a lot and leaves me alone for long periods of time. Sometimes I get so horny I don't know what to do with myself. I have a lot of dildos and vibrators, but they're just not the same as a real cock.
I never thought I'd be the type of person to cheat on my husband, but I started going to bars and nightclubs just to have casual sex. It was very risky behavior, especially since we have a lot of single friends who might have seen me, but I felt like I didn't have much choice. I had to get laid.
I stopped going to bars when I discovered I could meet men through the Internet, and it's been a lifesaver. It's very easy to get a discrete relationship started with a good profile at an online dating service. Ever since I had our computer connected to the Net I've found tons of guys very willing to satisfy my every desire, and my husband has no chance of ever finding out. I'm having the best sex of my life. I'm sure Dr. Phil wouldn't approve, but fuck him. He's not right all the time. I'm sure he would tell me to get a divorce, but I don't think that's an option. It would be financially devastating, and what Danny doesn't know won't hurt him.
Most of the time Danny isn't around, so I don't need an alibi or anything, but I have one anyway that's flexible. I joined a gym. I can go out anytime and I don't have to show up back at home wearing the same clothes. As a bonus, in an emergency I have a place to shower. Sex is great exercise too- I've even lost a little weight over the last few months, all from getting royally fucked on a regular basis.
So far my dating pattern has been fairly erratic. I've been going through phases over the last few months. I have a bunch of one-night stands until I meet a guy who totally blows me away, and then I end up having an affair with him for about two weeks before moving on to someone new. It's weird, when I was single, I would have gone crazy over many of the guys I've recently passed over. I wish I'd started dating guys through the Net before I met my husband. I know I'd be a lot better off.
My latest boyfriend is a totally gorgeous tennis instructor. I'm not rich, I can't believe I'm fucking a tennis pro! I know he's having affairs with a few of his clients, but I don't care. I just feel lucky he finds the time and the energy to have sex with me whenever I call him (which lately has been almost every day). He has a perfect tan and a very easygoing personality. I'd even go as far to say he's almost every woman's fantasy come true- his body is rippling with muscles and he has beautiful six-pack abs. Just looking at him gets me wet.
Sometimes I feel a little guilty, knowing that I've broken my marriage vows about a hundred times. I don't think about it often, but for some reason I usually fell most guilty when I'm giving a guy a blowjob or taking it in the ass, but when I'm getting fucked by a guy who knows what he's doing in bed, all I concentrate on is the pleasure. A good orgasm makes me forget about my marriage completely.
Speaking of my marriage, I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one screwing around. I know my husband and I'm sure he's not keeping his dick in his pants on his business trips. I can't prove anything though, but I'm fairly sure. It doesn't matter though, I don't even see any harm from it as long as he's discrete. I'd be quite a hypocrite if it made me insanely jealous.
I think I must be having better sex than he is though. The sluts at my husband's company aren't incredibly good looking. I'd be scared if he was into computers since I've had so much success online, but he's a total technophobe.
I don't know how to describe my life right now, things are definately crazy, but I'm very happy. I've come to believe Danny and I have an unspoken arrangement that works very well. Who knows, maybe some day we'll admit our infidelities to each other and have an open relationship. Hell, maybe we'll end up on the Dr. Phil show as an example of an alternative lifestyle that works. It's a weird world. Anything is possible.
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