Testing The Waters
I've been going out with a guy named Jason for two years and I love him, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for a serious commitment. I have a feeling he's going to ask me to marry him and it scares me. It's too much to think about. I fantasize a lot about having sex with other men when I'm with him and I think it's a sign I'm not ready for marriage.
I decided the best thing to do would be to test the waters before making any decision that could affect the rest of my life. If I really loved Jason, having sex with someone else wouldn't be as good as my fantasies and I could say 'yes' to him with a clear frame of mind. My problem then became finding a way to cheat without getting caught or I could ruin everything. Fucking around with one of his friends or anyone we knew would be completely be out of the question.
I needed a gorgeous guy who was looking for a one-night stand with no strings attached. The Internet solved my problem; I found a dating website and posted some details of what I was looking for and almost instantly I had lots of men to choose from.
My final choice was a blonde guy named Carl. He was exactly the type of man I'd thought about while having sex with Jason. I'd bet his body fat was less than 2%. Add that to a great smile and deep blue eyes- there was no way I was going to resist the opportunity to fuck him. We set a date to meet at a pub I've never been to before and for an alibi I told Jason I was going shopping for the day.
The pub he chose was very cozy and gave us a certain amount of privacy while we had a few beers together. It was so secluded that we made out in the corner and I got daring enough to stroke the outline of his cock through his pants. I felt naughty and totally sexually charged. I didn't have a single thought about Jason the whole time.
We were actually dry humping each other for a few minutes before the waitress came around and we regained our composure. I haven't done that with a guy in years. We got out of there as fast as we could and I got another treat, a ride on the back of Carl's motorcycle. I'd never been on one before and the vibrations of the engine between my legs got me really hot. To keep me steady on the bike and to increase the intimacy I held on to Carl with my arms around him and my hands placed on his inner thighs. I'm surprised we didn't get into an accident, from time to time I massaged the bulge in his pants and I'm sure he was quite distracted. I was extra daring because the extra helmet he gave me was just like wearing a disguise.
We went to a cheap motel I waited outside, (helmet on) while he paid for a room. I was very surprised when he went back to the bike and removed a rather large suitcase that was strapped to the back. He was very prepared. It's amazing how much stuff a full size motorcycle can hold. Inside the room I tossed my helmet on the floor beside his and we embraced in a deep French kiss.
What followed was the hottest sex of my life. I scrambled to get his shirt off while he pulled at the button on my shorts. He kissed my neck and then licked his way down my body. I thought since his cock had been hard for so long he'd want to fuck right away but instead he licked my pussy as I leaned against the wall. He was very talented. I don't think I've ever had an orgasm like the one he gave me. My legs gave out for a few seconds and he had to hold me up while keeping steady pressure on my clit with his tongue.
When I regained my composure I returned the favor by getting him to stand up on the bed while I sucked his cock on my knees. He kept saying my mouth was incredibly hot and I had the pleasure of giving him an orgasm that made him lose his balance. We laughed about it and then for fun he said we should do more stuff to make us lose our balance. It was playful sex. I ended up giving him head while he did a handstand.
When we finally got around to fucking it was more of a relief to feel his hot cock inside me than anything else. He humped me hard until I had my second orgasm, and just when I thought he was going to come again he flipped me over and rammed his cock into me from behind at a furious pace. Changing positions held off my last orgasm for a few minutes, just long enough so we could come at the same time.
It was not the kind of sex that I could walk away from and never try again. Even though I had promised myself I was only going to have a one-night stand to 'test the waters' I ended up contacting Carl again and now I'm juggling two men. Time is a huge problem, I've taken to meeting Carl for a quickie in some very strange places- even at a warehouse where he works.
This has been going on for almost a month now and I'm paranoid Jason has bought a ring. I still love him but I'm even more confused now than ever before. Jason doesn't make me feel like Carl does in bed and Carl isn't really the type of guy I'd want to date for a long time. I know I'm going to have to choose, but it's tough. It's a lot more fun to keep both guys and have double the sex!
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