Filling Her Needs
My husband and I have been separated almost a year. We're getting a divorce and everything will be final soon, but it takes time. At first living on my own was very lonely and intimidating. I didn't have a man in my bed for months and the whole process of breaking up was very hard. I'm sure my husband didn't find it as difficult as I did because he had already found a new girlfriend before we got separated, but that's a different story.
It was depressing to know that he was probably having awesome sex with her (she is gorgeous), and I was busy draining the batteries in my vibrator. My self-esteem reached an all time low about three months ago, that's when I found out she was pregnant. The only good news is that when I get depressed, I don't eat as much and I lost thirty pounds. I'm 38 and I'm almost as skinny as I was in college.
I started looking for lovers at an online dating site because I didn't want to have another husband or even a steady boyfriend. I did however need to get my new skinny body laid. Sex has always been a huge part of my life and there were a lot of reasons my marriage didn't work, but lack of sex wasn't one of them.
The first guy I met through the Net treated me to a wonderful night of wild sex, without any commitments or promises and from that day on I've been glued to my computer, making dates with a variety of guys I would never meet in any other circumstance. It's a very interesting game, choosing who I'm going to fuck next.
Most people wouldn't even consider what I'm doing dating, I just find guys to fuck. I don't care what it's called though, it works for me and that's what matters. I don't like romantic dinners, awkward moments about first kisses, or idle lover's chitchat over coffee. I'm not lonely either- I have friends. What I need at least once a week though is a hard cock between my legs! Internet dating fills that void for me quite nicely.
I'm fairly experienced with being with different men now (it takes some getting used to, before I was separated I'd only had sex with three men my entire life). I'm still not a big slut or anything, but I've had short-term relationships with a dozen guys in the last six months. Those dozen guys have also taught me a few things about sex and it's made a huge difference in my life. I've learned a lot about my body, and at 38 that's a big deal. I thought I'd done it all.
For example, I'd only tried anal sex a few dozen times in my life until recently and I never liked it (correction… I fucking hated it) but a twenty-two year old Italian guy reintroduced me to it, and he gave me an orgasm so wonderful while fucking my ass that tears came out of my eyes. Tears of pleasure, not pain. I had no idea it could feel so good. I didn't even know an orgasm could actually make me cry. Anal sex was always something I did for my husband for his pleasure only.
The physical sensation of having a large cock shoved up my ass still isn't exactly the best feeling in the world, but with enough lubrication and patience it can be an extremely intense sexual experience. I feel so submissive and even guys with cocks that aren't very big feel huge in my ass. I never thought I'd be the type of woman to ask a man to take me like that, but now I do it all the time. I love it.
The Italian guy was just a one-night stand, but I do have a couple guys I see on and off fairly regularly. Some people might call them boyfriends, but since it's a purely sexual relationship, I wouldn't. One is a married doctor and he's very good with his hands, but he never spends the night because he goes home to his wife. He's very good for an afternoon of x-rated fun though, so I still pick up the phone when he calls.
The other guy is better for marathon sex sessions when I've had a particularly bad week at work. His name is Jason and he's really hot and into some seriously kinky sex. He doesn't have much ambition when it comes to a career or anything like that (he's twenty-seven and he works at the local supermarket) but he's very dedicated to making me come when we get together, so that makes him someone I like to have around from time to time.
He started asking me out too much and I had to set him straight about where our relationship was going (which is nowhere and that's the way I like it). It was a bit awkward, so I made a rule that he would never ask me out, I'd always ask him. He was cool with that though and it's been great. Some girls have their hairstylists on speed dial. I have a boy toy.
I spent most of yesterday afternoon with Jason, letting him fuck my ass in every room of his condo. I had so many orgasms I lost count. I actually remember thinking as he fucked me on his bedroom floor that this is someone I would never have met if I weren't separated, and if I hadn't started surfing the Net for lovers. If I'd had this much fun before I was married I would never have walked down the aisle. I don't think I was single long enough before I got married. I'm catching up for lost time and it's great.
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