When I suspected my husband was cheating on me I didn't know what I should do about it. He was working late and we weren't seeing any extra money from it, and I swear I could smell perfume on him a few times. There was still a possibility I was just being paranoid, but then he lost interest in having sex for weeks on end and it pretty much confirmed my worst fears.
I still didn't want a divorce, but I wasnít about to go without sex just because heíd found someone else. I discussed the dilemma I was going through with my friend Amanda and her advice was very clear- I needed to get laid and it didn't matter who I slept with. She told me a few years ago she went through a similar phase in her marriage, and her husband came around after a about a year. Heís professor and he had an affair with one of his graduate students, but when she left for another university he confessed everything and they've been fine ever since. The hardest part for Amanda was simply going without sex for months on end before having an affair of her own.
I couldn't believe it when she told me sheíd used an online dating site to hook up with a college guy. She said she taught him everything a healthy teen should know about sex! Amanda was such a conservative housewife that the thought of her getting a boy toy seemed so out of place it was funny. It was even stranger considering sheís quite a few years older than me (I'm 37 and she's 46). I was in shock as I grilled her for all the details.
She said the sex was amazing, much better than she'd ever had in her life, and her husband never found out. She also said it was so good she still thinks about him sometimes when she has sex with her husband.
It didn't take me long to find a willing guy online when I took her advice, but I didn't go for a boy toy. I didn't need to train anyone at this point in my life. I wanted a real man. The first date I made was with a 29-year-old guy named Jeff and we met in the afternoon while my husband was at work. We started out with a walk through a public park and I ended up having a quickie with him in my minivan. It had been 12 years since I had sex with anyone besides my husband and it was much better than Iíd ever thought it would be.
From that day on I have been fucking Jeff whenever we can make time for each other. Usually itís during the afternoon when he slips away from his job as an electrician and he shows up at my back door so the neighbors won't see him. He's married as well and works for himself, so his hours are flexible, but heís too busy to come over every day. When we go without seeing each other for a few days I find myself wondering if he has other girlfriends, but I really don't care. We spend every second he's here fucking like newlyweds and for me it's a wonderful relationship.
What's really interesting about Jeff is that he's into experimenting with different things. We've done a ton of role playing and I've discovered a lot about what turns me on. It's been quite surprising. I really enjoy taking a domineering role and commanding him to do things to me.
I tell him when to lick my pussy, and when he's allowed to stop. I also make him do things on the spur of the moment; sometimes I make him masturbate for me before we make love and other times I make him hold back an orgasm for as long as possible. I've also made him try things he's never done before, like lick his come off my tits, or let me put my finger in his ass while I give him head. For some reason I get a special thrill out of doing things with Jeff that I would never try with my husband.
I'm aware Jeff is completely taking advantage of me and our relationship means nothing, but Iím using him as much as heís using me and itís given me a much better perspective on my husbandís current infidelities. Now all I really worry about when I think of my husband cheating on me is whether itís just for sex or if heís forming an emotional attachment. We donít fight or anything like that, so I think heís just going through a midlife crisis.
I'm even starting to enjoy the dangerous aspects of my affair and I think a part of me wants to get caught. One time my husband came home from work early because he was sick and Jeff hid in the closet for half an hour before I had the chance to get him out unnoticed. I've never been so turned on in my life and I made sure to visit the closet and give him head quietly while I ran a bath. My husband benefited as well. I made him fuck me as soon as Jeff was gone and it was one of the best sex sessions weíve ever had.
I keep Amanda up to date with all the details of my relationship with Jeff and she actually seems jealous. My stories turned her on so much she decided to cheat on her husband again! She went to an online dating site of course, but sheís joked many times about getting set up with Jeff. I havenít decided yet, but when Iím through with him Iíll probably give her his number.
My days of cheating might be over very soon though. I think my husbandís affair is over because he quit working late and for the last two weeks heís wanted to make love almost as much as when we were first married. Iím actually getting laid so often I faked an orgasm with Jeff yesterday because I was too tired. Itís hard to keep two men satisfied on a regular basis, and the obvious solution is to break off my affair, but I don't know if I'm willing to give up on Jeff just yet. My own midlife crisis has been very interesting. I like things just the way they are.
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